Butterfly of Chaos

Butterfly of Chaos

rambling, all day long rambling
wondering where
the words will take me
each time i put a few together
something different happens

using the word "I " ,,
can pretty much let me
be the center of my own attention
which suits me just fine

"I Love"
now we have added
the most profound word
in the universe , "I Love"
this certainly could take me
to many places
I could add chocolate
long walks along the beach--
too much verbiage there

Now if I add to the already
"I love" ( a statement all by itself)
the word "You" it then becomes --a weapon
as if fired out of a machine gun
i-l-o-v-e-y-o-u- i-l-o-v-e-y-o-u
over and over again
a mother goose tale
that is about as much a whimsical fancy
as "ring around the rosy"
was an innocent children's song
or the outward innocence of typhoid Mary
as she bends over you with that
serendipitous grin

some will go so far
as to change it to
i luv u , sort of softening the blow
and feel it is not as potent
as if spelled out fully ---
that means then, that one
is not quite fully committed
or fully obligated, but a sort of
luv ya flower child
who luvs everyone, not
to be mistaken for
the old fashioned---LOVE
swallowing the butterfly of chaos

at some point the very word
induces FEAR ohpleasedon'tsayitplease;pleasedon't

hell everything was great
till that one word appeared out of nowhere!
never expected,
been fuckin yer brains out fer years
now this outa left field

just because we ' made love'
your words not mine,

my words are simple
for the very same act --
this was a fucking good time
but actually i really love...ah ....that word
you want to hear.....I love to fuck everyone , !


I am trying to put new words together today
I am eliminating the words, love, luv
from my vocabulary and seek
a more creative way of expressing it
other than oral fornication